I am not going to lie for a bit there I was so stressed out and
felt like we could not catch a break... I really started to wonder how much
more I could take..I was in a bit of a funk for a bit.. but today I woke up and
decided to snap out of it.. this is not who I am.. I have had the bad luck
stick all my life.. I can deal with it..It could be worse..
So, to get to the meaning of the title of my blog "Operation
Cook Every Night"... James and I eat out ALL the time either at
a restaurant, our friends or family members houses.. This past
weekend in an attempt to get out of my stressed out funk and to save
money since we will be drowning in medical bills soon, I decided I would try
and cook every night! I know, some of you are thinking I do that every night,
must be nice to have be able to go out all the time, well, you are right it was
nice to eat out but with eating out always comes more calories and the huge
expense..I created a menu for the week and have given myself a mini goal of
cooking every night this week.. Sunday will start week II of cook every night..
I was going to say 30 days but then felt that was way too big of a goal and
when I fail at things I never go back to it.. so I have made it a weekly goal..
So far so good.. I should have started this blog on Sunday then this blog entry
would not end up being so long..
If you are wondering why I have decided to blog about
it, the answer is simple.. I loved blogging when I did.. it is in a way a
therapy.. I also though since there is absolutely no news to write about in the
infertility aspect since we can only afford to try once a year and now with
James back and the basement we will most likely have to wait until 2013 ( which
is scary since the Dr. said I no longer could be a patient at 35 and my chances
would be about 0% at that age.. The next three post that I will post back to
back are what I have been cooking with the recipes...then it will be a daily
thing..
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