Feeling a bit hungover today...

I am a bit hungover today.. as the day goes on I do get better.. I went out last night..First I went to the Pirate Murder Mystery Dinner at the Elks with my father-in-law and his wife.. then I met up with Justin his girlfriend Jesse and their friend for drinks.. Needless to say, I got drunk.. ended up being a night of drinking...talking about religion (never a good idea and I know better).. and crying.. I guess that is what happens when you get drunk and talk about misfortunes in life..I know by reading about my night last night you might assume that is was not fun.. but it was.. there was no fighting going on I guess you could chalk it up to just good ole debate.. I was smart last night and did not drive home.. at one point I hit a wall and said to everyone.. someone will need to drive me home..
As for my plans today... I am working on a few projects around the house.. later I will stop by a birthday party.. and at some point I need to go to the mall and pick up a mothers day gift... I only waited so long because I was waiting on my sister to mail me some coupons..
I hope you all enjoy the comic of the day :D

TGIF... to bad it's not the Friday my hubby comes home...

I am so glad it is Friday.. I have had a rough week.. and of all weeks James is gone and will not return until next Friday.. I miss him so much.. I am used to him being gone but this time it has been a bit rough...At least tonight I am going to a murder mystery dinner with James dad so that should be fun.. and Saturday I will finish my project.. and then Sunday... uuggg... Actually, Sunday I wish I could just stay home and not do anything.. but I know that is not an option.. even though I would love NOT to be around people who are celebrating the fact that they are mothers.... I kind of feel like this year with mothers day so close to my disappointment and realization that I will most likely never be a mom.. I feel Sunday will be like pouring salt on the wound.. But I have a mother who I love dearly so I will have to suck up the fact that I want to just stay home and will get together for dinner or whatever we are doing..
So, I have tried mediation to get my mind off of things.. That did NOT work at all.. it actually made me think of twice as many things and my mind was practically spinning thinking of what I need to do, have been dealing with, money.. etc..I guess I will have to try and find another outlet...

Happy Cinco De Mayo....

I hope everyone has a great Cinco De Mayo...my plans consist of watching 2 cuties today and this evening going over to my parents house for some Mexican food...

Last night I decided to try out a free sample of Breath Right Nose Strips... and I slept so well.. I actually slept so well, I did not even wake to my alarm.... Perhaps the free sample did its job and I will have to buy some..

I am still not sure if my allergies are back or if I am getting yet another cold.. all I know is I am miserable..My husbands returns from Texas in 8 days! I am so excited.. Yesterday I sent out all the paper invites (for all the non-computer using people) for our Housewarming Party...Everyone enjoy your day and hopefully you all get to enjoy a corona or a margarita tonight.. and for those of you who watch.. Greys  Anatomy and Private Practice are all new tonight!

It's snowing,... and it is May :(

It's snowing, it's blowing, the old man is growing, he ate too much one day for lunch now every part of him is showing....

Today is a gloomy day.. dark outside and snowing..I only have 3 little boys today... so I think maybe we will go somewhere.. well, that is if I can get another car seat..My back has been killing me and I did not sleep well at all last night...
However, I am wearing my other new shirt today... my PCOS awareness shirt.. The picture was taken by Jack (he is 3.5 yrs)

Picture taken by Jack 3.5yrs old

I hope everyone is enjoying their morning.. I know I am enjoying watching Jack and Krew dance around the house singing "Hot Dog, Hot Dog, Hot Diggity Dog"...

Until next time....

Infertility Sucks!

So I got my shirts in the mail yesterday! I am very excited about them.. The infertility Sucks shirt I am wearing today and I tomorrow I will be wearing the shirt I bought to support PCOS..

Loving my new shirt...

Today so far has been a good day.. I have been watching 6 kiddos today because one little boy is home sick today..Tonight I will continue to work on my project and I am going over to my parents house for dinner.. Corn Beef and Cabbage! Then I will come home and watch Glee.. James has only been gone for a few days but I sure do miss him...
I guess I should start thinking about what I am getting my mom and my mother-in-law for mothers day... Oh, yet another Mothers Day of not being a mother.. A great yearly reminder..

Just another Manic Monday...

I am exhausted this morning and do not know why...need to snap out of it.. I am watching 4 kiddos today.. I need to finish cleaning my kitchen.. Balance my check book (and yes I still do that and use a bank register, I'm old school)...Pay bills...Print off insurance forms and mail them off...Create a Facebook Event for our house warming party as well as print paper invites for the few people who do NOT have facebook...then when all the kiddos are gone I will go out and about in search for items for my project..So, like I said before I am super busy today... Plus side, is I will feel great when I am all caught up on things and my project is underway ( in due time I will reveal what my project is)...and I am watching 4 of the cutest little boys in the world..

I am also super excited to get my infertility sucks shirt in the mail today.. Believe me, I will be sporting that shirt tomorrow and will post a picture of me in it..

Oh, here is a little note to people.. I understand that people feel bad for me and might feel the need to tip toe around me on topics of pregnancy... However, if you are pregnant.. that is awesome.. there is no need to hide it from me... hiding it from me actually is more hurtful.. It makes me think that you don't trust me enough to be apart of your moment..After all, I have been trusting everyone with my life and my experience... I deal with how I react to each person who tells me they are pregnant different.. Yes, for sure, I will be jealous.. I mean if I were not jealous wouldn't that be a bit strange?..Everyone just needs to know this.. I can take it.. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying I am going to jump up and down with excitement for you or through you a congratulatory party.. but nonetheless, I will be happy for you... I have had to come to terms with the fact that friends and family will all probably have numerous children before I do..I understand that you can not put your life on hold just because I can not have kids... We all know that Life is Not Fair..

As for me and kiddos.....

Everyone enjoy your Monday...

Sunday, Sunday...

So last night was a success.. we had 14 adults and 8 kiddos here for the fight.. Did any of you guys see the fights? They were good..It was a great way to get my mind off of things.. Now it is Sunday and James leaves for Texas for 2 weeks and I will be here cleaning up after last night...I will stay busy while he is gone I have a few projects I want to get started on. One of them is I need to send out our house warming party invites.. It is going to me May 14 so I think I should get out the invites now..

Oh, and I did find that Infertility Sucks shirt and am so excited to get it in the mail tomorrow.. Hope everyone enjoys their day..